Thy art so fickle
He never fails to confuse me.
So yeah, he told he'd stopped seeing Niamh. Now he's backtracking and saying that he's not seeing her "much." Whatev like. But it's not fair that he gets to have something "really really good," while I'm all alone. I could be fine and I will be fine, but I just need a man. Seriously like. And like now. I don't necessarily care about the intimacy; I'm just so ridiculously horny that I even caved in for a quick moment when Niall tried to seduce me online. Bah! At least I have some willpower not to go any further.
He said it'd be weird that he's seeing someone else, but what happens if I find someone in Belfast as well? Could he handle seeing me smooch the guy right in front of him? I suspect not, given that he was jealous of Kipp with Leigh when they weren't even together. I'd like to think I'd have enough tact to not do that crap in front of him, but given that Belfast itself has been a no-holds-barred arena for me (and Jules apparently!), I can only hope that I will be able to restrain myself. But again, I have quite the self-control skills. Only time I ever let my guard down when I shouldn't have is with J, though something good did come out of it eventually.
I think J likes to keep women on a leash. Like even though Leigh wasn't his, he still got upset about her being with Kipp (though he masqueraded the hurt as a I'm-just-pissed-cos-they-felt-they-had-to-hide-it-from-me dealie). He likes to keep his options open... and in the process, he's not letting the girls move on.
On another note, add Grace to the short list of people I hate. At the top is Robert, cos he's just a bad and fake person, but Grace is pretty evil in my eyes, too. So absolutely immature, I can't even fathom how Lorcan's gonna turn out. The poor child, being raised by another child. Lord knows if Paddy knew what he was getting himself into before this all happened. Bless their hearts, cos they'll need all the luck they can get in dealing with Grace.
So yeah, he told he'd stopped seeing Niamh. Now he's backtracking and saying that he's not seeing her "much." Whatev like. But it's not fair that he gets to have something "really really good," while I'm all alone. I could be fine and I will be fine, but I just need a man. Seriously like. And like now. I don't necessarily care about the intimacy; I'm just so ridiculously horny that I even caved in for a quick moment when Niall tried to seduce me online. Bah! At least I have some willpower not to go any further.
He said it'd be weird that he's seeing someone else, but what happens if I find someone in Belfast as well? Could he handle seeing me smooch the guy right in front of him? I suspect not, given that he was jealous of Kipp with Leigh when they weren't even together. I'd like to think I'd have enough tact to not do that crap in front of him, but given that Belfast itself has been a no-holds-barred arena for me (and Jules apparently!), I can only hope that I will be able to restrain myself. But again, I have quite the self-control skills. Only time I ever let my guard down when I shouldn't have is with J, though something good did come out of it eventually.
I think J likes to keep women on a leash. Like even though Leigh wasn't his, he still got upset about her being with Kipp (though he masqueraded the hurt as a I'm-just-pissed-cos-they-felt-they-had-to-hide-it-from-me dealie). He likes to keep his options open... and in the process, he's not letting the girls move on.
On another note, add Grace to the short list of people I hate. At the top is Robert, cos he's just a bad and fake person, but Grace is pretty evil in my eyes, too. So absolutely immature, I can't even fathom how Lorcan's gonna turn out. The poor child, being raised by another child. Lord knows if Paddy knew what he was getting himself into before this all happened. Bless their hearts, cos they'll need all the luck they can get in dealing with Grace.
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